The messages above aren’t from a real email address. It was an email created to harass me. I block them, they still message. It is a “them.” It is a whole cult who thrives on hurting people, mentally, physically, sexually, financially. I’m not the only one who gets messages. There are a lot of people plagued by cults daily. Individuals who have faced severe trauma at the hands of others. The cult then turns it around and wants everyone else to think the victim is crazy. Look up “Satanic Ritual Abuse.” Look up “mind frequencies,” “mind control,” and “brainwashing.” The problem many face with cults is they have power in all the right places. The judicial system is in their back pockets. Judges, cops, attorneys, all willing to accept money to help keep secrets locked away. Conspiracy theories tend to not be conspiracy at all, but those with social status will help to create a belief that there is no way cults exist. The problem for victims is it makes it so very hard to know who to trust and where to go for help. Cults have therapists at the read to convince a victim that they truly are crazy and everything they’re remembering is just a crazy dream. Many face flashbacks. Look it up. Severe trauma is regressed and flashbacks happen. They get taken back to what happened, when it was happening. People are locked away, experimented on, raped and hurt to an extent no human being should ever be hurt. Again. Look it up. Know how to search online and you will find that this is more common than it should be. The fact cults hide behind religious organizations, pull in millions of dollars for their cause, and can get away with so much makes the battle that much harder. Add in the ability to place pieces into the body to be able to control someone from speaking out, and it makes it even worse to try and break away. Think I’m crazy? Again. Look it up. What these people are capable of doing is straight out of horror movie. They know it too, but they believe in what they do so much they have themselves convinced people deserve to be hurt and that they aren’t doing anything wrong. No one can convince them differently.

I guess the purpose of this post is to make it known that cults are real and for those facing the battle against one, you’re not alone. If you are lucky, you will find an amazing partner to face it all with and get through it together. I’ve faced a lot the last few years, but recently found out it’s been all my life. Those who I thought cared were actually a part of bigger plan to want to destroy me. Family and friends. Those who were suppose to love me, support me, want the best for me. It turned out to be lies with so many of them. I’ve found out most of it recently, but I’ve had a very strong partner to help me through it all. I can never put into words how much her love has meant to me, continues to mean to me. I couldn’t do this life without her. While there might be a lot of bad in this world, she continues to show me the good. With her, I can face all the obstacles thrown my way and know I’ll be okay. I didn’t know I needed saving, I didn’t know I needed healing, but over the last 3 years I’ve found the one who has done both. I thank God every day for her. I pray for those who don’t deserve pain and hurt, that you find the one who will do for you what she has done for me.

I’ve included some sites below for additional reading for those looking to understand a little more about what I’ve said:

Demystifying ritual abuse: the basics explained

Click to access 136592NCJRS.pdf

Click to access Goodwin_CouldntGetMySoul.pdf

Electromagnetic and Informational Weapons: The Remote Manipulation of the Human Brain