The messages above aren’t from a real email address. It was an email created to harass me. I block them, they still message. It is a “them.” It is a whole cult who thrives on hurting people, mentally, physically, sexually, financially. I’m not the only one who gets messages. There are a lot of people plagued by cults daily. Individuals who have faced severe trauma at the hands of others. The cult then turns it around and wants everyone else to think the victim is crazy. Look up “Satanic Ritual Abuse.” Look up “mind frequencies,” “mind control,” and “brainwashing.” The problem many face with cults is they have power in all the right places. The judicial system is in their back pockets. Judges, cops, attorneys, all willing to accept money to help keep secrets locked away. Conspiracy theories tend to not be conspiracy at all, but those with social status will help to create a belief that there is no way cults exist. The problem for victims is it makes it so very hard to know who to trust and where to go for help. Cults have therapists at the read to convince a victim that they truly are crazy and everything they’re remembering is just a crazy dream. Many face flashbacks. Look it up. Severe trauma is regressed and flashbacks happen. They get taken back to what happened, when it was happening. People are locked away, experimented on, raped and hurt to an extent no human being should ever be hurt. Again. Look it up. Know how to search online and you will find that this is more common than it should be. The fact cults hide behind religious organizations, pull in millions of dollars for their cause, and can get away with so much makes the battle that much harder. Add in the ability to place pieces into the body to be able to control someone from speaking out, and it makes it even worse to try and break away. Think I’m crazy? Again. Look it up. What these people are capable of doing is straight out of horror movie. They know it too, but they believe in what they do so much they have themselves convinced people deserve to be hurt and that they aren’t doing anything wrong. No one can convince them differently.
I guess the purpose of this post is to make it known that cults are real and for those facing the battle against one, you’re not alone. If you are lucky, you will find an amazing partner to face it all with and get through it together. I’ve faced a lot the last few years, but recently found out it’s been all my life. Those who I thought cared were actually a part of bigger plan to want to destroy me. Family and friends. Those who were suppose to love me, support me, want the best for me. It turned out to be lies with so many of them. I’ve found out most of it recently, but I’ve had a very strong partner to help me through it all. I can never put into words how much her love has meant to me, continues to mean to me. I couldn’t do this life without her. While there might be a lot of bad in this world, she continues to show me the good. With her, I can face all the obstacles thrown my way and know I’ll be okay. I didn’t know I needed saving, I didn’t know I needed healing, but over the last 3 years I’ve found the one who has done both. I thank God every day for her. I pray for those who don’t deserve pain and hurt, that you find the one who will do for you what she has done for me.
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I was going about my day and I decided I just needed to take a moment to write. I needed to take a moment to write about the person who has changed my life for the better. This picture is of me and my wife. I recently told her I wanted to spend some time on developing my writing on this blog. She has confidence in me even when I’m not quite sure of the direction I’m going. We haven’t had the easiest relationship. We’ve actually had a lot of people who have tried to say and do things that were cruel, heartless, and abusive. People who we trusted and thought cared about us. But here we are. A little over 3 years later, stronger than ever. We have stumbled along the way, but the great thing about falling in love with your best friend is that we have always been there to catch the other. I’ve learned things about her, and her about me, and we have found what works best for us. She is an amazing mom. She’s talented, smart, beautiful. She has a good heart. I’m very lucky God decided she would be my person. I’ll spend the rest of my life making sure she knows how much she means to me and how thankful I am for her. The crazy thing is, I know she will do the same thing for me. She is my truth. She is my soulmate. With her beside me, there truly is nothing I can’t do, nothing I can’t accomplish, no day I can’t face, no obstacle I can’t overcome. On my hard days, she’s beside me. On my weakest days, she’s my strength. She will always be my focus. I love her, I love our family. Together, we grow. I’ll thank God every day for her and for our kids.
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Here we are. October already! I love everything fall. The sights, the smells, and taking trips to really enjoy the fall weather. The picture above is from Dickert Farms in Mineral Point, PA. This is the first year they decided to open their farm up. We took a hayride, picked pumpkins and gourds, and saw cows, turkeys, and even a horse. They had a little game area set up where you could do cornhole and tic-tac-toe. We really enjoyed our time there and supporting a new business adventure for the farm owners.
We also visited JB Tree Farm in Alexandria, PA. At this farm, they do a hayride that goes the whole way around their tree farm. They have numerous goats and chickens to feed and pet. They have a play area for the kids to play that includes haybales, a swing, and other items to climb on. They have a pumpkin patch and a huge corn maze to get lost in. The sky was just beautiful to look at as the sun was setting.
We ended up visiting Weakland Farms in Portage, PA during a craft show. They had vendors set up that you could browse what was for sell. Inside, they had a bounce house and a corn box for kids of all ages to enjoy. They had a hayride that took you to their pumpkin patch. You could pick your own pumpkin right off the vine. They also have a large corn maze to enjoy. They had an area where you could pet goats and pigs as well.